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Michelle Buck's avatar

It’s cold here and the lack of sun is getting to me. I miss summer. I love how the snow looks on the trees but I’d rather have the sun so I can go for a real walk. Not only that my daughter is playing emotional games with me and my twin sister is being a brat. I get tired of twisting myself into a pretzel so I just let them be mad and think what they want. I’m not fixing it because it’s their problem. But with that I do feel lonely and misunderstood no matter how bad ass I try to be. I get tired of the same shit being said about me, the constant doubting of my own worth. I don’t think I really want to connect with people anymore. Not if it means I have to sacrifice myself to relate. So I’m just feeling sad and pissed off about it. I definitely can relate to this post. At least that’s something.

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Eileen Hodgkinson's avatar

Just love what youve written! It described for me what I couldnt descriibe , I feel burnt out after a couple of major shocks this last month , Im 80 years old but extremly good for my years , Ive had serious illness which drove me on for knowledge and then to become a reiki master and teach it then a revonnective healer , Done aromatherapy Massage was married to an extremly good medium , he was killed by a speeding car henwent out and never came back! My grand daughter broke her back , I was paralysed with a tumour onnmy spine all not innthat order !Not gettin the violin out and playing victim just releasing ive been through alot And maybe its all left its mark and I cant handle things as good as I used to anyway you described my feeling Im very tired mentally but stil functioning , thankyou for your insight Just rally good !

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